to: the one who knew me
hello. i miss you.
when you made me sad,
you made me the saddest i could be.
when you made me happy,
you made me the happiest i could be.
that is why i have loved you,
despite all the pain.
i still love you.
that is why i am writing these
letters that you’ll never read
in this terrible cursive.
you are my happiest memory,
my deepest wound,
and my light in the darkness.
you will never love me back, that i know
but you are my sun and my moon and
my hurricane and my anchor and my
missing piece.
so i will never fit into your puzzle,
but you will forever fit into mine.