to: the one who knew me

hello. i miss you.

when you made me sad,

you made me the saddest i could be.

when you made me happy, 

you made me the happiest i could be.

that is why i have loved you,

despite all the pain.

i still love you. 

that is why i am writing these 

letters that you’ll never read

in this terrible cursive.

you are my happiest memory,

my deepest wound,

and my light in the darkness.

you will never love me back, that i know

but you are my sun and my moon and 

my hurricane and my anchor and my

missing piece. 

so i will never fit into your puzzle, 

but you will forever fit into mine.